Okay, this is the first time that I am doing this. I should really be doing my homework, but hey there's always 3am for that. I was just thinking about the man that has utterly changed my life for the better. How many times can you say thank you before it becomes passe? Do words and thoughts have a shelf life in their meaning? I used to always say that you shouldn't say something unless you really mean it...well, I do...I mean it everytime I tell you I love you I mean it wil all my heart and soul...I do. I love you Jay...I don't know if you'll ever understand what that means to me. I LOVE YOU.